the dream was very weird. i just remember i was crying for i wanted to leave but i wasn't able to, though i didn't know where i was going. *special appearance pa si feona sa dream*
going to school my real bad dream came to life.
i hate regrets. i hate myself.
i regret that i didn't drop my crithin class. i regret that i didn't follow my instinct. i regret having to follow others. *tsk tsk. bad move. can definitely change my life forever.*
its fascinating how one person can ruin your life. ruin your dreams. ruin you.
its sad that an education major like me, who studies, how to teach effectively, how to make tests that would really measure student learning, had tolerated a professor, who only read the book and call that lecture, who gives pointless exam directions, and who treats his students as if they were morons.
yes, i chose to give up. i chose to just let it go. because i don't want to beg from a person so unfair. i don't want to make myself lower than what he had already done.
i know my friends doesn't understand me. but this is my life. this is my choice.
but i thank you for your concern.
